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Friday, March 31, 2006

I unfortunately only have so much money, so i'm gonna stay home tonite. So much good music going on..oh well. I'll catch some of it tomorrow.

Plus, i have to save money to come up with some sort of food concoction for the Feast of Beardo on sunday! Can't wait!

P.S. Beardo give me a call tomorrow so we can continue celebrating Beardofest! :)

Thursday, March 30, 2006

It's been a long time since i've watched all three of the series not sure which i like more, the first or the third. The second one just seemed like something convoluted that they wrote to bridge the two. I mean it's fun, what with all the multiple doc's and marty's running around...it just seemed to concentrate more on the "time paradox" gobbledygook and less on story.

Anyone want to rhyme in on this?

Wednesday, March 29, 2006

Well, I guess that went as well as could be expected. Oh well...

Anyway, the song is still good the day after being written. Maybe I should go to Gus's more often to write songs.

Think i'm gonna stay in tonite. Maybe rent all three Back to the Future movies and watch them back to back. And maybe get some chinese food. Though I probubly can't afford chinese food.

Hrm.

Better go check my bank account.

Ok, this could possibly bew very long and boring.

I went to Gus's and finished that song I was working on. All i had was the first verse and the vague idea of the melody. But wow, it just came right out. It always freaks me out when that happens. And makes me happy. I really like it too. Or at least i do now, maybe in the morning i'll hate it. But it's got this quality to it...it starts off all pretty and hopeful and then BAM! hits you in the gut! And yes, it is a folky-type one. And there's a story to it. And i don't mean that it's based on anything, just that there's a narritive. Although i had to abandon the rhyme scheme at points in order to accomplish the storytelling, but it doesn't interrupt the flow of the song. It's good to have structure, but holding steadfast to it can do more harm than good. So, yeah, i really like it. Should have no problenm having it up for sunday, unless i start playing nopron again! Ha Ha!

Sometimes the process of songwriting can be a fascinating thing.

Tuesday, March 28, 2006

Everyone enjoying the drama??

You know, considering the shit i've put you through countless times, I'm gonna leave all conversation initiation to you. If that's OK.

And as my life hits new hights in fucked-upness, which considering the last couple of months...I mean, this isn't supposed to happen in real life...I'm gonna go to Gus's and get a beer.

And as I've said to Beardo many times, if anyone feels like trading lives, what the hell, I'm all for it!

Alfred

Oh, for fuck sakes...

This shit has been brewing inside me for years, and for the most part has nothing to do with you.

You asked me about my happiness last night, but that's really none of your concern. You should concern yourself with your own, which is what you seem to be doing and I'm happy for that. You're a beautiful, sweet, intelligent girl, and you deserve to be happy.

My burden is not yours. I absolve you of them.
Just leave me be. I'll be fine.

And as I look into the ale, I look into my past. All my faults and inadequacies. They are mine. I should envelope myself in them like a warm blanket. They are true. They are who I am. They are the reason why I will always be alone.

And why I should always be that way.

Monday, March 27, 2006

so, after trying to write a few songs that just turned into crap, I got one song on the go that might just be good. But it needs some more work. So I went and dug up something that was recorded a long, long, Loooong time ago. Ladies and gentlemen: Last Dance.

Sunday, March 26, 2006

So,the new song will hopefully be up later on tonite. I've kinda been playing this game online and, well...yeah, later tonite. :)

Friday, March 24, 2006

Watched "serenity" last night. A really good, very intelligent sci-fi movie. Everyone should go rent it.

Last night was the first night in a long time that i didn't have a drink in my hand. The clarity was welcomed. Hell, maybe i'll try the whole "See how long Alfred can go without drinking" thing. But with the feast of Beardo coming up, all signs point to "no". Dale's having people over to his place tonight. Been a while since i rocked a party sober. Might as well.

...fuck, my heart feels so heavy.

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

sorry for the wait, guys, but myspace for some reason was taking a long time to "process" the new song. Like two days. Anyway, here ya go.

And no, it's not about anyone.

Monday, March 20, 2006

You know what? Fuck being in a bad mood, 'cause I'm gonna see Wilco!!!

Well, i was gonna write about how things are going well in my life right now...but now i'm just angry at myself in so many fucking ways.

Late for work. Don't even care.

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Alright. I give up.
How have I pissed you off now?

Tuesday, March 14, 2006

I'm probubly the least rational person I know...


Your Personality Is

Rational (NT)


You are both logical and creative. You are full of ideas.
You are so rational that you analyze everything. This drives people a little crazy!

Intelligence is important to you. You always like to be around smart people.
In fact, you're often a little short with people who don't impress you mentally.

You seem distant to some - but it's usually because you're deep in thought.
Those who understand you best are fellow Rationals.

In love, you tend to approach things with logic. You seek a compatible mate - who is also very intelligent.

At work, you tend to gravitate toward idea building careers - like programming, medicine, or academia.

With others, you are very honest and direct. People often can't take your criticism well.

As far as your looks go, you're coasting on what you were born with. You think fashion is silly.

On weekends, you spend most of your time thinking, experimenting with new ideas, or learning new things.

Sunday, March 12, 2006

New song is up now!

Friday, March 10, 2006

Good times today. Inteview/photoshoot for the gazette went well.Be interesting to see which picture they use. And curling was sooo much fun! Hopefully this will happen again!

After we got something to eat, everyone pretty much went back to hali. Felt like doing something tonite, but nothing really interested me. So i just stayed in, got some garlic fingers, and watched the animated Utimate Avengers movie again. Not bad, though it does deviate a bit from the Ultimates comic, probubly to keep it more "family oriented". At the site for the movie, there's a game that will tell you which Avenger you are. Appairantly, i'm The Black Knight. Didn't really know much about the character, and after reading what wikipedia had about him, i'm not sure what to think.

Anyway, those of us who have work in the morning should probubly go to bed.
Later.
Alfred

My utter refusal to deal with shit, for now, is probubly the best decision i've ever made.

Everyone should go to curling tomorrow. It's gonna be awesome!

Sunday, March 05, 2006

"Short on long term goals..."

Actually, I have quite a few short and long term goals right now. But it's really all for not if I don't impliment them.

This is probubly the most foolish idea i've ever come up with. Well, actually, i have ideas that are more foolish than this one. This one's just the easiest to get started.

So, here we go.

Plan #1: a song a week

Saturday, March 04, 2006

Well, i must say, it's good to finally have money again. Thank you h&r block, and my tax rebate. Gonna have to give Beardo a call, see if he's still up to see some banjo playing tonite.

Then tomorrow, i start finally putting all my plans into motion.
What plans? Well, frankly, if i told you i'd only be jinxing it.

So ha!!

Friday, March 03, 2006

I'm pretty sure i'm one of the very few people in the world who think of doing their taxes as being fun.

Like you didn't already think i was a wierdo.