Gotta make this quick. i'm at work.
The p100 is dead. I won't be on here as much for at least two weeks.
So yeah, don't expect any regular updates for a while.
if you need to get hold of me:429-3846
later!
alf

The snooze button has become my enemy.

Each evening i set my alarm early. Each evening, with the intention of getting up early and getting stuff done. And each morning i hit the snooze button until it comes to the time when i have to wake up to take a shower and get to work on time.

I need an alarm clock that slaps me awake.
Or maybe some motivation.

Motivate me.

Awkward?

When the guy comes out of the bathroom to see his girlfriend and another guy's girlfriend taking off my shirt/rubbing my chest in the corner of the room.

That, my friends, is awkward.

Yes, i don't understand my life either.

No longer banned from the attic, with a hand-shaken apology from ryan and two free passes. The drama of last weekend, in my opinion, dealt with to the satisfaction of both parties(big "whew" there). And the three remaining spincyclists decide to soldier on without sean, though he will be missed.

Not bad for a thursday nite.

I was going to go to see k-os tonite, but appairantly it's sold out. So i guess i'll just spend a quiet nite at home, which after this past week is probubly just what i need. And anyway, I got a big fancy office party, plus what is shaping up to be the party of the year at rachael's to attend tomorrow.

And if this is what the rest of 2005 has in store for me, it's certainly not going to be boring.
Bring it!

Alf

Umm...so yeah. Thanks to everyone for coming out tonight. It made it alot easier and fun. And i think we played well, so that's good. I don't know what's going to happen. But if that was it, i think it was a good way to go.

And yes, i know we have to talk. But tonite i had to deal with this. And though it might not have looked like it, it did take alot out of me.

Later,
Alf

Did i say my life is boring?? What i meant to say is: my life is a rollercoaster ride with ups and downs that leave my head spinning.
Or perhaps the spinning 's because of the beer.

Anyway, those of you who like Spincycle or know/are friends with me, sean, dale, or marty should go to the last open mike nite in hell on tuesday. And get there early, as that might be when we'll play. You don't want to miss it, trust me on this one.

Ok, kids, say it with me in a krusty the clown voice:

"What the hell was that????"

Yeah. Uhhh.....yeah.
Well, i guess i'm off to try to find my glasses.
And, appairantly, my watch.

How exactly does someone lose their watch???
Strangely enough, these are the least of my worries right now.

Well, the only thing i achieved today was finding out that comforters are a little too expensive to invest in right now. So i'll just stick with my beat up ol' sleepingbag.

In other news, the apartment cleaning/re-organizing is going slowly but thoroughly.
Aaand... that's about it.
My life is boring.
I'm not sure if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Hi.

Last year...last year was a waste.If i could take last year back, i would. If i could take back all the stupid things i did and said, or didn't say, i would. If i could go back and do all the things i wanted it do, i would. If i could go back and lessen some of the pain that friends of mine went through, i would.

But i can't.

But now we have this different year. Nothing's happened yet. I haven't gotten myself in the drunk tank, or locked my self out of my apartment or chipped a tooth off of someone's chin. I haven't stormed off stage or passed out on someone's couch or been a complete idiot to someone i know and like.
There's nothing there but potential and hope.

I want to clean up my apartment.
I want to drink less.
I want to play more shows and record an album. Maybe even tour.
I want to find a better job.
I want to somehow fix how things are with certain people.
I want to find some girl and make her happy.

Not resolutions. More like hopes.
"There's death in the city, but i can still hear a song"

Gonna call my parents, then get some breakfast.
Happy New Year.See you at the free show.
Alf