You were exactly what i needed last night.
Thank you.

The good news: My raise, coupled with the $500 bonus has pretty much set me on the path of financial...well, some sort of stability.

The bad news: Pretty sure I've lost my sanity. And i mean bat-shit crazy. This could also be construed as being a good thing.

Go me!!!!

Sometimes you just really gotta listen to Ryan Adams argue about Morrissey.

I need some sort of sign. Divine intervention. A voice to lend me guidance.

Hell, I'd settle for some really intense deja vu right about now...

My drumming's getting better, but i still have pretty far to go.
Someday I'll do a drum fill. Afterwards I will throw a party for the drum fill.

Everything's been going so well lately. And it's all do to the many gradual changes I've made in my life. Moving, accepting a promotion, getting more imvolved in music...I feel like I'm more secure with myself and my life than I've ever been. I actually feel that, heaven forbid, if I were to actually stumble into some kind of relationship-type thing I might be able to, you know, not make it a disaster. So, yeah...

Now that's not to say that I'm gonna rush out and find myself a girl or whatever. But, for the first time in quite a while, i'm open to the idea. And we're talking slow, like snail-pace here. First sign of "drama", and I'm going back in my nice, safe emotional bubble.

Things are rough...things are really rough. But I had fun tonight. I hope everyone else did too.

I really need a day where I have no work, or band, or social committments so I can finally get my room straight and away. It still looks like a disaster zone! I'm off tuesday...hopefully then.

Other than that things have been going pretty well. It's nice to come home and have friends to talk to and hang out with. And it was revealed that I'm more or less a manager now at work. Not sure how i feel about that really...it's definitely a step up. I get a raise and in September i'll be on salery. I think it's just the title of "manager" itself that puts me off. And, if anything, it should encourage me to work more on band stuff. Which I definitely need to dedicate more time to.

Time...I just don't seem to have enough of it these days. There's so much stuff that i want to do and not enough time to do it all. Which, when i think of it, is not that bad a problem really. And if that's the only real problem in my life, then I should count myself lucky.