I don't usually have dreams. OK, i know, we all have dreams, we just sometimes don't remember them. So it's more accurate to say that i usually don't remember my dreams. But tonight i had a very vivid one. One that helped put things into the right context. I'm on the peripheral now, and no amount of trying or wishing is going to change that. And that's the way things should be. Basically, my initial reaction of just staying away and letting things be was the right one. And this has been nothing but a bunch of melodramatic bullshit with no real substance to it at all. Hopefully this realization will make things easier.

Anyway, big show tonite at gus's with us, hotshotrobot, tragedies, and scribbler!
We haven't jammed in forever!!!