...but the question is, am i going to drink tonite?

I mean, this dry spell has lasted over six weeks (the longest i've gone since i started drinking, i think), and all and all it gone along pretty easily. But i'm going to a party, and i got the feeling i'm gonna need the "social aspect" of alcohol.

Or maybe not.

It's just that sometimes i can get a bit inside myself. And when i don't have anything to say, or can't think of anything to say, or can't think of anything to say that doesn't seem stupid, i just don't say, well, anything. Just, you know, try to stay out of the way, listen to other people, yadda yadda yadda. And, you know, drinking can make one rather uninhibited. Talk to paintings and dance around like a madman and such. And i might be up for a little bit of the crazy tonite.

Or maybe not.

Yeah, i'm kinda going back and forth on this. I guess we'll find out for sure later on tonite. I'll be the guy looking much like i usually do, but with an eyepatch.

Yarrr.